Disgusted

     So today I'm disgusted with Math. I failed my first real test. I know I'm going to have to get help with this because I know how to do the math part of an equation but I don't understand what part of the equation that the question is asking for. I can't fail this course even though its a 080 class. I don't want to do any classes over, that takes up my time.
     This semester is going to be a real challenge with the studying of the different terms. There are terms in all my classes and some I haven't ever seen before. I came straight home today after my classes were over and took a nap. I have to make myself think of something relaxing to go to sleep.
     I usually lay down and think about all the stuff I have to get done this semester and it's stressing me out. I finally was able to sleep last night and take a good nap today. I'm going to sleep well tonight too. I think maybe the stress has something to do with my failing this math.
     Next week I plan to spend some time in the tutoring math lab and try to understand this new stuff. I didn't make it this far in Math while I was in high school,  before I quit and I didn't need this kind of math to get my GED or to get into college either. This demands some determination and that's what I have. I love college and I don't plan on giving up on this now or later. I will succeed.